I have had a really rough few months and I need My Deliverer. I feel like I have been in the wilderness for a while now. I have been in some sort of pit lately. Think from the death of my Dad and some issues that happened with my family after his death. I have really missed my Dad this week. He died in May 2009. My family is still morning the death of my Dad. Especially my step-mom. It is just hard some days. And also I have just had some health issues that have just brought me down. And listening to worship music is the only way that I can get my self out of the pit I am in. Even when I don't understand what is happening all around me I still have to trust God. And and that hard sometimes. I just have believe my Deliverer is coming! And HE will deliver me.